i will be waiting for you

November 12th, 2006 by jcvilbar

Would you know the sorrow of my heart,
If I would die tomorrow,
and from this world, I depart?

Would you know how much I loved you?
Would you remember my smile? and say, “Yes, and I loved you too.
That would make it all worthwhile.

Just in case, HE calls me home so I want you to know
First, there is no phone,
and you can’t go a-stow.

Secondly, I want to say That I LOVE YOU
and there is no way
I’ll ever forget you.

So, I’ll be waiting up above;
when you come with God.
There will be so much love,
I’ll be waiting for you with the Angels’ Squad.

I miss you so much

November 8th, 2006 by jcvilbar
I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn’t looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I’m in love

Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It’s scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can’t even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren’t you missing me
Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
that would come naturally
Jokes on me yeah
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive oh baby

And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You’re the only one I want
That I love oh baby

Baby why aren’t you missing me
Baby why aren’t you missing me

you

October 22nd, 2006 by jcvilbar

You are everything
Ocean deep and heaven high
The farthest extremes of perfection

You are everything
The only song I want to sing
The melody that dances on the wind

You are everything
You are the thunder that rolls across my skies
You are the lightning that flashes in my eyes


You are everything
My earth, my sky, my moon
The very soil beneath my feet
Every star up above

You are breath; you are life,
The blood flowing through my veins
My past, my present, my future
And everything in between

You are a raging hurricane
A storm almost out of control
You are a soft, cool rain
on a hot summer night
You are the calmness in my lifes oceans

You are everything
You are the shimmering
gold
of every sunrise and sunset
The sun could never rise without
you to gaze upon

You are the gates that swing open
always asking me in
You are the tallest tree
dancing in the wind

You are the mountain stream
Flowing with innocence and beauty
You are everything

You are dreams in wake
You are wishes answered
You are prayers granted
You are fantasies lived

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funny but true

September 6th, 2006 by jcvilbar

i know i never said

. . . i love you near enough

funny thing is that i can only say

. . .  i love you far enough

yes, it’s true…

pain

September 6th, 2006 by jcvilbar

moonlight night

stars so bright

looking for an answer

it couldn’t be anywhere

couldn’t bear myself still

if it’s pain i feel

yet, im laughing and thinking

pretending it was nothing

but everyone can tell that i am lying

inside i feel like burning

coz my mind said it’s overwhelming

yet i can’t stop myself from cyring

i can’t even abate the hurting i feel

i don’t know why i love you still

i guess it’s just a way of accepting

that i couldn’t stop you from falling

or even worse from marrying…

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words

August 23rd, 2006 by jcvilbar

as I look back on everything that I left behind.
the memories and moments that once had been mine.
you are the very first thing that comes to my mind.
like a diamond in a window that I knew you would never be mine.

no matter how many wishes I made

or how long I waited with my face
so I will say my goodbye

and let you walk away

knowing that maybe this time is forever
for I will put a hand on my heart and I’ll whisper

In a voice you can’t hear because I am too afraid to tell you

those three little words that may not be enough for you

to keep you

and that is  "I love you."

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wish

August 20th, 2006 by jcvilbar

I picked a star to wish upon from all the stars above
and closed my eyes and made a wish to send you all my love.

So look up in the sky tonight and find one special star
the one that holds my wish to you no matter where you are.

And when you see that special star my wish will come to you
for stars were made to wish upon and wishes do come true.

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Touch my Heart

August 19th, 2006 by jcvilbar

Touch my heart and I’ll touch yours
with a gentle word or two,
for kindness bears the sweetest fruit
that makes our dreams come true.

Touch my life with tenderness
and fill my cup with love.
Share my dreams as I share yours
beyond the stars above.

Take my hand as I grow old
and lead me when I’m blind.
Show me that you really care…
good friends are hard to find.

Touch my heart and I’ll touch yours
a little more each day.
Until we both find happiness
somewhere along the way.

Never Say I Love You

August 16th, 2006 by jcvilbar

Never say I love you, if you don’t really care…
Never talk about feelings, if they aren’t really there.
Never hold my hand, if you are going to break my heart…
Never say you are going to, if you don’t plan to start.
Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie…
Never say hi, if you really mean goodbye..
If you really mean forever, than say you will try…
Never say forever, because forever makes me cry!!!

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way to happiness

August 13th, 2006 by jcvilbar

keep your heart free from the hate,

     your mind from worry,

          live simply…

               expect a little…

                    give much…

                    fill your life with L O V E,

              scatter sunshine,

          forget self,

     think of others…

DO as you would be done by.

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